Thursday, July 21st, 2005
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7:23 pm
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so haha its been a while since i decided to write again eh? well im so bored all the time so im going to update whenever i can... well i was supposed to go see Batman with Joe today but my mom freaked out last night for no apparent reason except i may have accidentaly cussed at her but whatever last night me and jon (in case you dont know...a guy that im sort of dating but we dont call it dating) got in a huge fight...and i mean we're always fighting but this was bigger then any other....so unless he straightens up (haha) then im guessing we're pretty much over cuz i know he expects me to apologize but i honestly think that im right my summer has sucked so fucking hard so far...at least band is starting up again...but i wont be the same without last years seniors and im hoping to hang out with the 4 (me erin carly kim) more soon cuz we havent hung out like at all this summer finished harry potter yesterday and it of course rocked i have to be up at 5 am for a swim meet....shoot me nowwww well i have nothing else of interest to say so im out
you are the song i know <3
current mood: good
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Wednesday, June 8th, 2005
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9:35 pm
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so i guess since i have nothing else to entertain me any longer im going to start writing in this thing again...um i really have nothing interesting to say so uh whatever
current mood: damn john
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Monday, February 28th, 2005
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10:44 pm
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hehe teasing boys with naked pics sensored by signs saying "dont u .... wish" is amazingly fun u all should try it
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8:34 pm
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welllllllllll its been a loong time...but im just doing this weekend was good...dance friday...it was ok...swim meet friday,sat,and sun...sucked ass...realized how amazingly tired of swimming i am...so im stopping for a while...carly and damian...UH-OH...haha..ummmm... went to dinner with brandon on saturday and saw kim and her mommy! oh and...me and brandon are officially together now! yay uuuuuuuummmmmm...kim was supposed to come over today and go sledding with me but she never called so whatever ill call her tommorow theres sooooo much fucking snow YYYYYYYYYYAYYYYYYYY....we're never going back to that hell hole called school...ummm...i need to call julio back and i have nothing else interesting to say so im out
this is what u see when u look in my direction
current mood: good
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Thursday, February 24th, 2005
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9:07 pm
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MAY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.
and just how well does that fit me!
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8:59 pm
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today was alright...took kim to get her nails done...went to wal-mart and stopped by lancerlot to see julio and tell jillian something...then this whole thing started with justin and aodivnjsdiogn whatever... tommorow have A/BB champs (swim meet) and at first i was gonna go to school afterwards but now im just like fuck it...plus no matter what i do im not gonna be able to get my chem grade up to a B aoivnsdjkvnsodivhb...fuckkkkkkkk....and geometry im not too worried about i just gotta make up a test...so whatever.. dance tommorow probly gonna be gay but ill have fun with my friends... and julio im sorry...i...i dunno im just stupid...u know i love u...and i am sorry but now i guess im out
please do this now i beg...watch the waves take me...setting my cold heart free... u cant save me now
current mood: blah
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Wednesday, February 23rd, 2005
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9:18 pm
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today was ok...until it turned great got to school...saw brandon without so much as a hello...and carly got all pissed...went through breakfast then to 1st period and FINALLY turned in my schedule...brandon called and left a message during spanish saying that there was a reason that he didnt answer my call last night...so we all started wondering about that...and then julio came cuz i wanted to talk to him...and i told him id tell him later since it was sort of personal but then he started being an ass and was like "tell me right now im here blah blah blah" so i was like FINE and i told him about brandon...and he got upset i think...and told me he gave up on me...but hey he was the person who stopped things first so its his fault...so the rest of the day was alright...then came home and watched tv...and then brandon called and asked to come over so he hung out for a while...turned out the "reason" was just a family problem... AAAAAAAANDDDDDDD he...asked me to PROM!.....sdkl;vnskvnswnsdvklsdnvksdnlv....yyyyyyyyyyyyyyayyyyyyyy... yeeeeeeeeeah...but im out
let this mistake bring a vivid crystal to her eye
current mood: happy
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Monday, February 21st, 2005
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9:04 pm
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yyyyyyyyyyyyaaawnnn well last night was eventful...im not even gonna go into it...but i stayed up talking to brandon until like 2 am... :) i need to talk to julio too but today was good...spanish...fun as always...had to go to guidance like 8 times just to find out that they wont let me intern next year even though i think theyre already letting courtney gisiner intern for band...hurmph...english-normal...band-good lord i hate mr galyen...and so does everyone else it seems....ind. dev.-ok. watched shark tale...its so cute came home and fell asleep for a while then brandon called :) then went to practice...it was good...justin explained why he never showed up and we forgave him i guess...then hunter talked to me and apologized for something he didnt even do...and like explained things...he so sweet...and u never wouldve expected it... so todays actually been good...AND my favorite band is playing...soco<3...anddddddd im gonna go call brandon so im out
i can tell as u turn i smell the sulfur so clear...and fires a beautiful sound...
current mood: good
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Sunday, February 20th, 2005
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8:27 pm
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well hello all....its been a loooong time eh>? well i had a grrrreat weekend... thursday-school was...normal...then julio stopped me before 4th and told me he wanted to take me and kim home...so then he stayed over until like 9:30...erin and carly came over too...it was like old times in the summer except for julio...brandon came over for a little while too :) ... friday-states...my swimming sucked ass but i still had a lot of fun...kim and erin stayed again...kim went CRAZZZZZZY...omg it was so fucking funny...we stayed up late and watched SPICE WORLD hahaha...talked to john for a long time! weird eh? saturday- erin left early and me and kim went to a SCAT swim meet...i didnt swim but had fun anyways...then went out with jillian and brandon...justin was supposed to go but he never showed! what a jerk...(happy anniversary jenna!) today- went to the meet and swam the one thing i could...then me and kim went to get ice cream from maggie moos..YYYYUMMM...then came home and watched Saw...omg that is so FUCKING scary...ahuscjv...then kim left and now im here..ive read like 45 minutes worth of missed entries...jesus...but i think im gonna call julio and brandon now so im out
i need the smell of summer...i needs its noises in my ear
current mood: content
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Wednesday, February 16th, 2005
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9:27 pm
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i havent updated in forever so im not even gonna try...my weekend was awesome though... but good lord people stop updating every 2 seconds...i missed 2 days and had to go back like 60 pages
today has been a bad day it was an A day...barf...i didnt talk to that guy...and im really mad at julio... i dont know...it just wasnt a good day and it was loooooong... i dont feel like writing anymore so im out
we live and we learn and we crash and we burn and we're gone
current mood: poopy
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Thursday, February 10th, 2005
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9:13 pm
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9:06 pm
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yuck today was so...blahhhhhh...first period...geometry(barf) was as good as it could be i guess...second was ok...chem...had a test...think i did pretty good...third-normal...fourth YUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK....i fucking hate gym and that stupid fucking dyke mrs wolfe...i called her that and she heard me and was like "im gonna write u up for that remark" and i was liek go right ahead but she never did...i mean honestly why would u waste ur education on becoming a gym teacher...aseiofnh...idiots haha got kim in trouble today...me and erin were throwing fries at her and she threw ONE at us and the teacher yelled at her and she had to sweep around our table... talked to him...and then he called me when i was at practice and left me a message but he didnt answer when i called back but w/e... might go out with jillian and justin and julio..WOW ALL Js! haha...yeah if we get it situated right...should be fun well im out my moms bitching about yet something else
my lungs have failed theyve both stopped breathing...my heart is dead its way past beating...something has gone terribly wrong
current mood: blah
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Wednesday, February 9th, 2005
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9:23 pm
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whats up guys today was ok...no erin in spanish or lunch...fucker carly and justin stump are talking...aww...talked to that guy today...kim needs to have a talk with him about something... sewing...i HATE sewing...i swear to god my boxers are going to fall apart before i even finish them...UGH then swim practice...had so much fun...found a weird pic on tims computer though...then talked to jeremy and justin...theyre so fucking cute with this other lifeguards baby...its so adorable...jillian and justin might get the hookup...uh-oh haha.... life is going good...im actually happy...we're even having a girls night this weekend YAYYYYYYYY....now all i need is a valentine...ha psh..likely to happen
this aint the dakota...the waters cold
current mood: aw i love this song
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Tuesday, February 8th, 2005
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10:26 pm
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ello today was actually good...and thats amazing since it was an A day i actually get something in chem! wow....um...had a pep rally which was amazingly gay... then swim practice...saw that guy and i think im leaning more towards yes now...hmm...then julio and neal surprised me and came over...neal brought me some rocks...so now i think ill start a collection haha....um well i guess thats all so im out
the one that u have loved in dreams is here among the others
current mood: good
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Monday, February 7th, 2005
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8:47 pm
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wow guys its been a loooong time eh? well instead of boring u with my amazingly uneventful week ill just do my weekend friday-no school...erin spent thurs night and then on fri we went shopping for dresses...found one i sorta like for the wb..and fell in LOVE with a gorgoeous prom dress...then picked kim up and she spent the night... saturday- up at 5:45 am for regionals...made states in both of my events woo hoo...then we ate at texas roadhouse...kim and grace...wow...so funny....and kim now has scratches on her forehead from us trying to bust peanuts on it...then came home and got in a fight with my mom and then went to the movies...boogeyman...ssssssscary...then spent the night with kim sunday- had a scat meet at hargrave military academy...pretty good..swam the 1650..which equals out to a mile...a fucking MILE...yah...jillian met a new boy...so thats cool..then julio came over and we hung out for a while and went and got pizza and watched a JUMP ROPE competition...hahahaa...he got his truck which i have to say is pretty hot...ha Today was ok...a B day so it was tolerable..AND NO SEWING YYYYYYYYYYAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY....and i was indecsive about that guy but now i dunno...he left me the cutest message...garsh..i dunno but im RRRRRRREEEEEEEAAAAALLLLLYYYY tired so im out
dont left me up if u have the intent of dropping me back down
current mood: tired
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Tuesday, February 1st, 2005
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9:04 pm
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well guys how've u been? my few days have been amazingly uninteresting so i havent updated tonight julio came to practice with us...and him and kim are...well like i dunno arguing or something and brandon is mad at me and kim...cuz we came up with this "plan" to see if he liked me and it backfired...well i think hes mad at me i went up to him and like made him hug me and made him tell me he wasnt mad at me but i think he is...arggggggg hum...school was ok...club day...and didnt have to sew THANK GOD...got a sex talk instead... and im sorry julio for saying that..i didnt mean for it to come out like that i meant it jokingly but..sorry well since i obviously have nothing fun or interesting going on in my life im out
its all because of u...i wish you'd never told me i wish i never knew
current mood: my life is so fucking boring
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Monday, January 31st, 2005
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9:34 pm
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Sunday, January 30th, 2005
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9:06 pm
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hey guys today was actually good...jenna came over...then we went to the mall with kim julio and john...it was fun...saw stefon there..hes so funny...but for some reason julio was really pissed off about something...i guess im gonna call and see later...talked to brandon a little while...DUDE i found out that john isnt a senior...hes a fucking junior!...wtf...haha carazy...hum....2 hour delay tommrow...i dont wanna go back to school...goddddddddddd...well im out
i will write this down for u...so u can read it
current mood: okay
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Saturday, January 29th, 2005
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11:25 pm
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if i have to spend one more day in this house with kim i will kill myself thursday-...chem exam uh-oh...longgggg day at school...then practice...then me n julio went to see john...hasnt changed much...still cool and fun to hang out with julio is so cute...he was proud of himself cuz he did some trick in front of me or something...it was so cute... Friday-school...B day but it still sorta sucked...i HATE sewing...omg i hate hate hate it...then districts...oh my fucking god...i am 20 hundreths of a second away from states...yeah doesnt that suck...found a way to make sara altman very angry ;) Today- did absolutly nothing...watched tv and movies alllllllll fucking day...and of course spent it with kim...we are so B O R E D..we're contemplating killing each other for fun ok well im out
is it worthless? yeah so are u
current mood: tired of kim
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Wednesday, January 26th, 2005
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9:03 pm
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hey guys hows it goin? today was ok...had the 2b exam...not too bad practice was ok...stole brandon's hat and never gave it back might go see john tommorow if julio wants to go oh and erin i was going to reply to your comment but i couldnt find it so...i never actually DID anything all weekend except for shopping with carly on tuesday...so u werent left out of anything but i have my chem exam first thing tommorow so maybe i should study huh?
i can see the whole world from here....and i feel so alive
current mood: blah
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